Body Image
Im watching Americas next top model. I really do. But I cant stand watching a beautiful woman look in the mirror and just hate herself!
I ADORE MY BODY
I wish women would stop using ‘thinsperation’ and comparing themselves to other woman. That person IS NOT YOU.
Stop wishing you looked like someone else
and adore the person you are
you only get one body, take care of it
your body is your temple
When I first told Daddy I loved him, I was laying in his bed on his chest and his response was ‘no you dont’ and after I assured him I did, he said he loved me too but it sounded so pained. I didnt know why then but I do now. I told him I didnt say it to hear it back lol
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fifty shades…
Started reading in a couple days ago, about half way through the 2nd book. So far its a big let down. Its like twilight but with bdsm instead of vampires.
le sigh
grrr skates turn me on
seriously though thats not nearly as disturbing as my other fetishes
:)
Cause derby girls do it on all fours.
Over 2 years and Im still infatuated by my Fella
I sent him this text last night…
“I cant sleep. Im so horny! I want my Daddy! I fantasize about the day when you can crawl into bed with me each night. Smelling of ink and rubber. I don’t even care. Just to not sleep alone anymore. Just to have you close enough to hold each night. Sometimes it feels like a fairytale that will never happen.”
Now I didnt say this to be mean, or accusing. I was simply being honest about how I feel. I didnt get a response either. Until he called today and asked me what I meant. I kinda faltered at this. Because I realized I had wounded him and I hadnt meant to. I told him I just meant that something always happens, and after all this time it seems like were not getting very far no matter how much we struggle. Then he asked me if I thought he was going somewhere. I told him no. Then he asked if I planned on going anywhere. I said of course not. He told me the the only distance was physical. That he loved me more today then he did last year. That all we have is time and we’ll be together. I told him time runs out. He made a smart assed remark about not unless he gets severed in a car accident. I responded with “Drive carefully”. I also told him being together has made me believe more in a higher power. Because only the acts of some force can be doing this. There has to be something somewhere watching us laughing and asking why we just dont give up. I think that depressed him.
Over 2 years ago we started seeing each other. Over a year ago we became an official couple, and a few months ago we realized we are going to spend the rest of our lives together. But, we have never been to dinner. We have never been to a movie, or concert or show. 2 plus year, the man Im going to spend my life with. And we have never even been on a date. Never spent 2 consecutive days together, or more than approximately 12 hours. Iv never met his family. He’s seen mine twice and if it weren’t for me having surgery that may have never happened. I haven’t slept next to him in months.
Though I am still madly, unconditionally, and earth shatteringly in love with him. The thoughts of our first kiss still leave me breathless and knowing he is actually on his way here to see me still makes me frantic and fills me with butterflies.
You just cant beat that.
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Curv
Bisexuals are not the exception; they are the norm! Study after study has shown this to be the case. How much more evidence do we need? If we really want a powerful, cohesive, empowering queer community, then every single individual who cares about sexual freedom and self-determination — regardless of how they personally identify — has an obligation to speak out against the pernicious biphobia that continues to distort our science and our politics. Integrity demands no less.
American Horror Story
So Iv just started watching it and I cant help but think
Id help Daddy hide a body. But if he cheated he’d be right there
with the bitch.
Kill, just be honest to your Baby about it?
Deal?
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Rant/update but really a rant
I guess I shouldnt complain, I mean at least I have a job. I have been seeing him so much more. But now my cars broke down, he had to junk his, my cousin was letting me use his but now refuses til he gets new tires, my mom and dads cars tranny is going out, and all 3 of my nephews cars are dead and the only person I had who gave a damn is to busy like always when she finds some new bf. Hes trying to make the time to spend with me but Im stuck so far away and tonight is just one of those nights I cant take it. I cant take being alone, and without him, and I know if its not tonight I wont see him til next week and I already know its not tonight and it kills me. I cant even get someone to take me to go look into buying a new car.
I dont know what to do but I cant stand being alone like this.
why is it there are a million couples who lie and cheat and generally hate each other that can see each other every single day.
But when I find something truly magical, some honest to god miracle left in this world everything falls apart?
